I miss you coming over late at night, even just for five minutes you came and saw me. Ditching spending time with your dad just so we could hang out. I miss talking to you. You were always there when I needed you. Coming over at one am just to give me a shoulder to cry on. I miss seeing you everyday at school. Complaining about how much we hated our teachers. Now we just went separate ways. I don’t know if we will ever be how we used to be. I just wish that maybe one day we can actually see each other again. I haven’t seen you in a while and it sucks. You changed so much. Before we used to hang out and do stupid things and now you’re just getting high. Instead of sneaking out, you’re getting kicked out of your house. Its sad seeing that you’re becoming into something we said we would never be. You will always be my best friend. Even though things aren’t the same anymore :/

stevencasner:

Have you ever felt like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you’re confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore

& having mixed feelings